Joy

Joy is who you are and who you have always been…

For several days, these words have been flowing through my heart, through my body, through my entire being.

You are joy, and you have always been…

Heavenly music of the stars and of the universe sounds within me. It is something beyond this reality, and nobody can define it in words, and nobody will… because there are no such words. Energy is dancing, golden dust is dancing, everything is vibrating and becoming space, melting and connecting with everything and everyone. I have become oneness. I have no beginning and no end. Perceiving the intensity of joy is beyond everything I was able to imagine. This joy is not something to withstand. This joy is not only in the body; it is everywhere, expanding across universes and galaxies. This joy makes me laugh, and this joy makes me cry. I’m not able to keep it within my body - not any longer.

Although I know there was a time… when I squeezed my joy, I stifled it, and I suppressed it, because it was way too much, too intense, too obvious… I judged myself for enjoying everything and nothing. I was afraid of the judgments of others who saw me enjoying everything and nothing. And at that time, I was not able to receive this intense joy that I was (and that I am). I also wanted to fit into the world around me, so I was not willing to receive and accept my intense being of joy.

How many of you allow yourself to be real, intense joy?

When was the last time you were like children who en-joy joy and shout it out loud?

And when did you lately laugh at nothing, at everything, with each other—loudly, softly, on and off, without a break, breathless…? And when it seemed that this was the end of it, you started to laugh again, and again, and again…?

How much do we give in to this reality and its rules that limit our joy to just a fraction of what we are? We do not allow ourselves to feel the intensity of joy because we cannot stand it - our bodies are not capable of receiving it fully, and the people around us are not able to stand the intensity of our joy.

I have received a true blessing, a gift from heaven… I have experienced so truly and deeply what joy, the pure joy that we are, is. Actually, I reminded myself of what I always knew and felt, but hid somewhere within me. I laughed and laughed and laughed. My entire body and being laughed. The intensity of feeling such joy is indescribable. One wants to jump, yell, explode, be everywhere at once, and invite everyone around to be this joy. The real joy of the soul and the joy of being—the infinite being and existence—is totally different from what we were taught in this reality. This is the joy of life and an open heart. It comes from love. It is the light that brightens every way with a smile. This joy vibrates in every cell of the body and vibrates in space. It makes the sun shine all day long and through the night. It brings lightness and power. This joy makes everything possible, and everything follows joy.

And what if now is the time to allow this intense joy just to be? How would that be? Be a joyful doing, enjoying…

Bring joy to the moment, whatever the moment seems to bring, because joy is who you are and who you have always been.

And you will be.

And you are.

Laugh out loud. Allow that your body will not withstand it (because it won’t). Embrace others with your joy. Be like a child—lying down in the snow, rolling in the sand, running with open arms, gazing at the sun, hugging trees, jumping, jumping high, and enjoying—enjoying life as it is. Be out of control. Release what limits you. Play. Be weird. Sing. Dance. Be funny. Let your body be like flowers and trees on windy days. Do not step on the lines. When you finish, start again. Feel tears on your cheeks from the intensity of joy. This is the essence of life. Joy is from love, and it has the same power. Smile - to yourself, to each other, to the world. Allow yourself to be different. Be silly and laugh. Your true nature, source, soul… it’s pure joy. Open up to it. Do not pretend it is not possible. Accept this gift, this true blessing, the joy that you are, and fly through the world on the wings of intense being.

Ah… 🙂

This song comes straight from the heaven. My soul sounds, my being opens up to the joy and the body laughs, laughs out loud, loud, louder, laughs to tears, vibrates, the joy is beyond, absolute, total…

[This post is a remembrance of a ceremony I did some time ago.]